‘I don’t know if I’m going to wake up’: Mothers share stories of pregnancy-related complications


Being pregnant, childbirth and new motherhood are purported to be joyful occasions in a girl’s life, however issues do not at all times go as deliberate. 

Over the course of an investigation into maternal well being, CBC interviewed practically 70 girls who both got here near dying or suffered lasting trauma throughout being pregnant or within the months instantly after.

Many stated they felt instinctively that one thing was unsuitable, however have been advised by health-care suppliers what they have been experiencing was a standard a part of being pregnant. Generally they did not search remedy as a result of they have been afraid their signs could be dismissed. 

5 girls selected to share their tales in hopes of encouraging different expectant moms to advocate strongly for themselves in the event that they assume one thing is unsuitable.

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France Contant — Timmins, Ont.

9 days after her third little one was born, France Contant was sitting in her rocker nursing when she began having chest ache.   

“My husband noticed that my entire higher physique simply type of like, turned pink, as if somebody had a pink curler and painted me,” she stated, describing what felt like an elephant leaping on her chest. 

“Proper then and there, I noticed one thing actually unhealthy is going on.” When her arms went numb, Contant referred to as to her husband to seize the newborn. 

“I can not really feel my arms,” she recalled telling him. “I am in all probability going to drop her.” 

France Contant went to a few hospitals over a six-week interval whereas being handled for a uncommon coronary heart situation that may be triggered by being pregnant hormones. (Submitted by France Contant)

Contant says emergency division employees on the Timmins hospital have been “stumped” to see a wholesome 29 yr outdated with coronary heart assault signs. 

The physician on name occurred to see Contant along with her new child and seen that she additionally had excessive coronary heart enzyme ranges. “It was like a light-weight swap,” Contant stated. 

The physician was accustomed to a uncommon sort of coronary heart assault brought on by postpartum hormones generally known as spontaneous coronary artery dissection, or SCAD.

Contant endured a harrowing four-hour ambulance trip by a snowstorm to Subury’s hospital to see a heart specialist. A number of days later, medical doctors despatched her to the Ottawa Coronary heart Institute. There, she suffered a second coronary heart assault, and underwent bypass surgical procedure. 

Again within the day, , folks handed away and sadly it was … type of anticipated. However this present day, I believe we have to do higher.– France Contant

“I am advised that my coronary heart was black, and after they did the bypass, my coronary heart turned vibrant pink,” Contant stated.

“That does not usually occur. Often black signifies that the muscle is lifeless and prefer it’s not going to return again typically. However in my case … my coronary heart has carried out tremendous nicely.”

By way of sharing her expertise, Contant has met family and friends of girls who’ve died of various being pregnant problems, one thing she says taught her how vital it’s for girls to advocate for themselves. 

Deaths from being pregnant problems “occur greater than you understand,” Contant stated. “Again within the day, , folks handed away and sadly it was … type of anticipated. However this present day, I believe we have to do higher.”

Stephanie Geerlinks — Woodstock, Ont.

Stephanie Geerlinks nearly did not survive the start of her son, Dominic. She had HELLP Syndrome, a extreme type of the blood stress dysfunction pre-eclampsia. (Submitted by Stephanie Geerlinks)

It was Stephanie Geerlinks’ first being pregnant, so she wasn’t positive what to anticipate. However as she handed the midway mark, her blood stress was excessive. Her face was so swollen her lips saved cracking, and her fingers have been so swollen she could not shut her hand. 

“I used to be like, ‘I believe this isn’t regular.’ However what do you do?” Geerlinks advised CBC. “I talked to my OB’s workplace already.”

Medical doctors monitored Geerlinks, ordered her off work and gave her treatment to deliver her blood stress down, however it remained stubbornly excessive.

One night time at round 29 weeks, she had extreme belly ache, which she chalked as much as indigestion. However the subsequent morning she grew to become involved when her urine was brown and went to hospital in Woodstock. 

There, she was advised she had HELLP Syndrome, a extreme type of the blood-pressure dysfunction pre-eclampsia, which had affected her liver. She wanted to ship the newborn as quickly as potential, they stated, and despatched her to a hospital in southern Ontario.

HELLP syndrome dramatically reduces platelet ranges, which makes it troublesome to clot and will increase the possibilities of a girl having inside bleeding throughout her being pregnant or childbirth.

Geerlinks’ platelets have been dangerously low, so medical doctors induced labour, hoping for a pure start. However each time Geerlinks had a contraction, the newborn’s heartbeat grew to become undetectable. An emergency C-section grew to become the one choice. 

As she watched the medical doctors put together to place her below, Geerlinks remembers praying she would survive.

“That was one time I believed, ‘I do not know if I will get up.’ “

Geerlinks survived, and so did her son, Dominic. 

Different international locations have proven they’ll make enhancements. We have to step up our recreation … in order that we aren’t dropping mothers and we aren’t dropping so many infants.– Stephanie Geerlinks

Two years later, Geerlinks grew to become pregnant once more and developed pre-eclampsia a second time.

She additionally had a silent abruption, the place the placenta detaches from the uterus, disrupting the movement of vitamins to the newborn and inflicting heavy bleeding. There have been no indicators, she stated, till it was too late. 

Geerlink’s delivered her stillborn child, Eve, at 31 weeks. 

Her story is painful to share, however Geerlinks needs to be open about what she went by so different girls know what to observe for.   

“Different international locations have proven they’ll make enhancements,” she stated. “We have to step up our recreation, actually, and take care of mothers higher in order that we aren’t dropping mothers and we aren’t dropping so many infants.”

Nikki Bakes — Elora, Ont.

Nikki Bakes practically died of a coronary heart assault when her son, Mitchell, was 4 months outdated. (Submitted by Nikki Bakes)

At first, Nikki Bakes thought the heavy, gassy feeling in her chest was as a result of she’d eaten beef for dinner, one thing she hardly ever does. However when she collapsed on the lavatory ground, her fiancé, Brandon Carter, referred to as 911. 

Paramedics arrived and rapidly decided Bakes was having a coronary heart assault. 

On a stretcher at the back of an ambulance, Bakes made positive Carter packed her breast pump since she was nonetheless nursing their four-month-old son, Mitchell, who was asleep upstairs. 

However then she handed out and Carter was left standing alone on the finish of the driveway because the ambulance sped off. 

“At that second … it actually clicked, in that this is not simply Nikki fainting. That is fairly actually Nikki dying,” he stated.

Bakes’ coronary heart stopped at the back of the ambulance and paramedics needed to resuscitate her 3 times en path to the hospital. 

I’m positive that there are unlucky moms who move away due to SCAD, however by the point they get to a hospital they’re sadly lengthy gone.– Nikki Bakes

She had suffered a uncommon sort of coronary heart assault generally known as spontaneous coronary artery dissection, or SCAD, that’s linked to postpartum hormones.

Bakes had surgical procedure to restore the artery and has made a full restoration, however she’s keenly conscious of how fortunate she is to have survived. 

“What if Brandon hadn’t been residence? What if it had occurred whereas I used to be in mattress, asleep?” she requested.

“I’m positive that there are unlucky moms who move away due to SCAD, however by the point they get to a hospital they’re sadly lengthy gone.” 

Marina Simba — Halifax, N.S.

Marina Simba sustained extreme accidents to her pelvic ground throughout childbirth. She says the considered having one other child is terrifying. (Submitted by Marina Simba)

Marina Simba is a nurse by occupation, so she grew to become more and more apprehensive about excessive fatigue and coronary heart palpitations throughout her first being pregnant. 

Nonetheless, she was grateful to have made it to 39 weeks, at which level she was induced.

After her labour did not progress she says she requested a number of occasions for a C-section. Medical doctors suggested in opposition to it. 

“Then I heard them say, ‘Let’s strive forceps,’ ” she recalled. “It was like I used to be in a film and nobody advised me what was occurring.”

Child Abigail was born at a wholesome weight, however Simba wasn’t doing nicely. The physician advised her they would want to return examine the packing. “I used to be confused,” she stated. “What packing?” 

I heard them say, ‘Let’s strive forceps.’ It was like I used to be in a film and nobody advised me what was occurring.– Marina Simba

Unbeknownst to Simba, she had misplaced a variety of blood through the supply and medical doctors had to make use of gauze to pack round her cervix and start canal to regulate the bleeding.

She spent the following week within the hospital and wanted blood and iron transfusions.

Weeks later, she was nonetheless in ache and could not management her bladder or bowels, so she noticed a uro-gynecologist. 

“I used to be advised I wanted to do self-catheterization,” she stated. “The physician acted prefer it must be no huge deal since I used to be a nurse. However how might it not be? I’ve by no means carried out this to myself earlier than. It was fairly traumatic.” 

It has been two years because the start of her daughter, and Simba has needed to go on long-term incapacity attributable to incontinence. She has since modified careers and continues to see specialists.

“It is like having two golf balls sitting in your vagina on a regular basis. It impacts every little thing.”

Simba by no means thought she would cease constructing her household after only one child, however the considered one other start is terrifying. 

“At this level, every little thing in my life has modified. I do not know what we’ll do.”

Kelsie Morris — Carleton Place, Ont.

Kelsie Morris went into preterm labour along with her daughter. She wonders if it might have been averted if she had seen an obstetrician sooner. (Submitted by Kelsie Morris)

Kelsie Morris was excited when she came upon she was pregnant along with her first child in June 2021, however having a child through the pandemic apprehensive her. 

“It was type of isolating and scary,” she advised CBC. “I did not need to inform anybody immediately as a result of I used to be nervous one thing would go unsuitable since there was a variety of uncertainty.” 

Morris noticed her household physician commonly and was despatched for ultrasounds, however she by no means had any appointments with an obstetrician. 

At 26 weeks she began to have again ache and could not sleep, so her mother urged her to go to the hospital.

“I figured I used to be overreacting as a result of that is my first being pregnant,” remembered Morris, “however I made a decision to go anyway.” 

The physician did a bodily examination, which confirmed Morris was already two centimetres dilated and in preterm labour. She was transferred to a hospital in Ottawa and underwent an emergency c-section.

I saved asking if this was one thing I had prompted or carried out. Nobody ever gave me any solutions or causes for it. I used to be advised, ‘It simply occurs.’– Kelsie Morris

Child Sage was born weighing two kilos and spent 11 weeks within the NICU.

“I saved asking if this was one thing I had prompted or carried out. Nobody ever gave me any solutions or causes for it,” Morris stated. “I used to be advised, ‘It simply occurs.’ ” 

She ultimately got here to be taught that her blood had been mixing with the newborn’s blood in utero and which will have prompted the early contractions. 

However Morris says she nonetheless has questions. 

“I ponder if this may have been caught earlier had I been cared for by an obstetrician and never simply my household physician. Would they’ve been in a position to see this on an ultrasound?”


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